But Life had something else in store for me. My 5th IVF failed miserably, this time sending me in ICU. I lost almost 10 kilos of weight, confidence and faith. I couldn’t digest anything but ice cream and curd. The pain was unbearable. Due to the heavy steroids and medication my joints and muscles had lost all its power. I could barely walk. Sitting down on floor, squatting was impossible. This was BIG blow at 30 for me. I realised, I couldn’t take my body for granted.